Lent 4: By grace and not by works

8:00 AM

Thinking about last Sunday's second reading, and it's famous sentence, "For by grace you have been saved through faith, and this is not your own doing; it is the gift of God — not the result of works, so that no one may boast" (Ephesians 2:8-9). It made me think about myself, and how I'm lucky that the grace of God covers me, because my works often leave much to be desired. I was reminded of a poem by Madeleine L'Engle, which is a reminder to me that my will is insufficient to live a holy life, and that what gives me worth is God's grace alone.

Testament
by Madeleine L'Engle

O God
I will do thy will.
I will
to do thy will.

How can my will
will to do thy will?
If I will
to know thy will
then I fall on my own will.
How can I will
to love or to obey?
My very willing bars the way.
Willingness becomes self-will.

O God
if thou will
turn my will to thy will
if thou will
tell me thy will
it will
be in spite of
not because of
my will.

Help me to lose my will.
Each day
let my will die
so will I
be born.
New born will I live
willingly lovingly
and will
will be no more

will be thine
O God
if thou will.

from "Lines Scribbled on an Envelope" in The Ordering of Love, copyright 2005, Crosswicks, Ltd.

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